What have I done...

It turns out that telling your crush that you like him can stress and freak him out so much that he won't want to talk to you anymore..........fun times.

I just want him to be happy and I kinda didn't help myself with that. Why do I mess everything up? I sort of felt like I was doing the right thing by telling him because he has the right to know and stuff but a part of me knew that he wasn't ready to know because he only recently got over someone else..............why did I do it? Does anyone have a flux capacitor that I could borrow?

We were so close...what have I done? Do you think he'll forgive me? My guy friend says that he'll get over it but I just feel so bad. When I see him now I just get all anxious and panicky.

Why?

Love, Ellen x

Treasure The Internet

GUYS, I DIDN'T HAVE INTERNET FOR 4 DAYS!

Our internet cut out for 4 days and I thought i was going to cry, the weekend was the worst -.- but it's back!!!!!!!

I'm so glad that it's back now cause I've been ill all day which sucks but the internet is keeping me going ;)

ahh, so just treasure the internet whilst you have it! You never know when it's going to cut out for 4 days or (god forbid) longer :O

Love, Ellen x

Before I Go To Sleep

I JUST SAW 'Before I Go To Sleep' AT THE CINEMA AND IT WAS AMAZING, VERY MESSED UP, BUT AMAZING!

I'm really scared now though O.O it wasn't scary in a horror film kind of way, it was scary in a real life situation kind of way O.O

If anyone is wondering whether they should see it or not, see it! It is a fantastic film and it's made really well!

Also today, my best friend asked me to be her 'model' for her media coursework so I had to dress up all grungy and we did a mini photo-shoot in a deserted car park and it was awesome!

Anyways, let me know if any of you have seen 'Before I Go To Sleep' and we can talk about it :3

Love, Ellen x

Can you catch a paper ball in your mouth?

Why is it only Wednesday? This week is going at snail's pace -.-
I wonder why it is that when you're looking forward to something it takes ages to come around. I've only been back at school for 5 full days but it feels like months, hurry up weekend!!

I decided to really really make an effort to look relatively okay in P.E. today cause it was the first lesson back after the summer and I wanted to impress my crush with my tanned skin and what not XD and then he didn't even choose to do the same sport as me o.O what a waste ahaha

I was literally crying with laughter earlier cause my friend was throwing balls of paper at me so i threw one back and he just spontaneously caught it in his mouth and we were both like 'where did it go?' until we both realized that it was in his mouth and omg XD

Well, I'm not really sure what to post about so if you have any questions you would like me to answer or anything, feel free to send me an inbox on my tumblr account: district12s-firstjumper

Thank you to anyone who has decided to support me with this, you are amazing :3

Love, Ellen x

It's all so new!

Hey guys, actually, there probably isn't anyone reading this so erm hey...

I decided to make a blog, I'm 15 and I'm currently studying my GCSEs so hopefully I will be able to post things about them and my crazy love life (ahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha i wish).

I live on Tumblr, my url is district12s-firstjumper if you want to check me out, you can!

Consider this the secret life of a teenage Tumblr fanatic...

If someone is reading this, whoever you are, you are amazing! Thank you for taking the time to actually read this and I hope you have a brilliant day/night/if it's 3am you should probably get some sleep XD

I will hopefully be posting more...

Ellen x