Monday, 22 September 2014

What have I done...

It turns out that telling your crush that you like him can stress and freak him out so much that he won't want to talk to you anymore..........fun times.

I just want him to be happy and I kinda didn't help myself with that. Why do I mess everything up? I sort of felt like I was doing the right thing by telling him because he has the right to know and stuff but a part of me knew that he wasn't ready to know because he only recently got over someone else..............why did I do it? Does anyone have a flux capacitor that I could borrow?

We were so close...what have I done? Do you think he'll forgive me? My guy friend says that he'll get over it but I just feel so bad. When I see him now I just get all anxious and panicky.

Why?

Love, Ellen x

2 comments:

  1. I'm sorry that you feel bad. But I understand why you did it. I never say what I feel and it's just as bad as telling and being pushed away for a bit. I cannot communicate normally with the guy I like and I'm always awkward with him. He should know how I feel, because he likes me as well and it's almost a relationship, but it's just really weird. Being open usually helps. So cheer up, the storm always passes in the end :)

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  2. Thank you so much for posting this! I mean of course I feel really sorry that this happened to you- but I was literally about to do the same thing :) I' really socially retarded and usually spend Saturday nights watching some TV series- ahaha the mad life - but I have a really good guy friend and I was gonna tell him that I kind of have a crush on him- but this post has made me realise what could happen. I really appreciate that you posted this and all will work out in the end I'm sure xx :)

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